July 17, 2010


As I sit here, in a hotel room in Westminster, Colorado, I reflected on the happenings, and emotions of the past week.

I don't want to elaborate much, but I have lost a loved one (a greatly loved one) and my family has been in a mourning state. I honestly never expected this to happen (at least not for many years), and I am now grappling with the idea of accepting, and moving forward.

Today my family reflecting, celebrated, and said goodbye, and I am now at the point where I feel it is time for the healing process to begin.

For all of you that have ever lost a loved one, you know what I mean.

I'm usually not this personal on my blog, but I thought I would give a peak into what I've been going through for the last week.

Lastly, tomorrow is a new day, but I will never ever forget today, and will forever remember my uncle in the most loving way.

Promise for a lighter post in the near future.


  1. hugs and happy thoughts your way. moments like these are tough, but remember the best way to honor those you have lost is to live your life to the fullest.

  2. Aw Chelsea I'm really sorry to hear that.

  3. aw dear, i am so sorry for your loss.
    it is always hard to lose a loved one.
    i will be thinking of you and your family.

  4. I'm sorry to hear this..
    But its okay to have not so happy posts sometimes. We want to hear about the real you, always.

    God bless

  5. Aw I hope you're all okay. I don't think you need to feel bad for posting when you're not 100% happy... as the person above said, it's the real you & they're real emotions. <3

  6. Aw, hey lady. I'm sorry to hear that things are rough for you and your family right now. I'm thinking of you. Take care, lovely!

  7. My deepest condolences. It's always hard when someone is taken unexpectedly. You're in my thoughts!

  8. I'm so sorry for your loss :( I've been to way to many funerals for someone my age and it's really hard to deal with, but the one thing I can tell you is that eventually it does get easier.

  9. love to you and your family chels <3

    i'm here if you need anything at all

  10. I'm sorry to hear you and your family have lost someone dear. I hope your family are ok x

  11. I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope you are doing alright. If you need to talk definitely call me!! Sending you prayers and big hugs.

  12. I'm so sorry for your loss. I can honestly say that I know, somewhat, how you're feeling right now. My grandfather passed away 5 days ago, so I can relate to the sadness you're feeling. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. Let the healing process begin.

  13. I just waited to say thank you so much everyone for all of your kind words. I read each and everyone one of your comments and words can't even how much they all mean to me.

    Thank you, thank you, thank you<333

    & Gabby, I am so, so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers<3